God and us

Throughout my life I have always believed one thing, God is/was and will be my best friend and greatest benefactor. I never had second thoughts about that.

My relation with God is so peaceful that I often wonder that why do some people have complain against god? after analizing their complaints the thing which I have gathered is:

When we worship God with desire in our mind, we forget one thing, that is.. God only controls our souls. Whatever change she wants to make she can make only through souls which have surrendered to her. She cant make us win lottery or make us mistress of the world. All she can do is make us not care about money or luxury. She can give us the wisdom to enjoy and relish the things which are on our plate. Destroy greed, and that, my friend,to me is the biggest bliss.

I strongly believe that the deeper the bonding between a person and God is, the happier that person will be. All he will have to do is surrender every thing to God.

My relation with eternal mother has been quite intimate, just like biological mother and child. Through out my life, she has been there to warn me from dangers.. invisibly of course. Whenever I used to take some step heading to blunder, I used to have premonitions, as if she was warning me to not do it. Well they were too subtle, so some times I used to ignore it and suffer, but with age I learnt to listen to that inner voice.

When goings used to get really tough, I used to observe with gratitude that she always offered a way out, it might have been a temporary one, but that’s what was needed most at that time.

Not only that,she has played the ideal guardian in my life. I have seen that often I have yearned for some thing, even begged God for that but to no avail.. disappointed, sulked for a while. But later things showed that it was best for me to not get that thing.